Satyam Tiwari

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Lekhny composition -23-Aug-2022

My heart feels heavy and yearns for drowning numbness state. 

It wants to run away from the door which broke on last Tuesday. 
When I forgot to bring my mom her glasses and then at night her hands were full off needle burns. 
I am guilty for those burns but like moon she still gives the cradle of calm and peace. 

Few months have passed and my heart blocked another door , from last Saturday. 
On Saturday , I promised to pick up my father from station and I got lost in laziness warmth. 
He walked with big steps and by moon rise he got high temperature. 
I am guilty as I am lazy and stupid. 

My days are filled with dark clouds as I broke my mom pride as I lost her father's remaining pen. 
She held the pen , when a soberness got near. 
It was dear to her than the gold she got from her brother check. 
As she smiled like a lily in exchanging the gold for the pen. 
Now I lost it somewhere , my mother didn't said anything. 
Her broken silence plays the guilt bells in my heart.  

I want to write more and clear away the saltness from the eyes. 
Along with the bells on the page tonight. 
But my heart has wrapped up in a tiny space. 
Forcing me to deal with the guilt and carry it forward with rest of life.

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10 Comments

Ajay Tiwari

25-Aug-2022 05:42 PM

Very nice

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Khushbu

25-Aug-2022 11:11 AM

Nice

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Saba Rahman

25-Aug-2022 10:34 AM

Nive

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